research......

tonight need to read many journals for my research.... oh... i hate reading actually... but need to force my body, brain n eyes to do so... huaaaaaa... really need rest... i can't pamper my body just to sleep anyway.. i need more support from family... but i can't really tell my problem to my mum n dad.. i don't want them to worry much about me... i can't do so... i need to pretend to be happy all the day... is it fair??? yeahhh... i think so as student.. it's really hard to go through all this.. YA ALLAH give me the strength to go through... i have to think that learning is not easy anyway... cheers up!!!!!!!!!!